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Hai y'all? Waddup? Long TIME no post isn't? So, anybody here miss me? Hahahaha. I dont think anyone would miss me. Yeah. Tiqa ada check pageviews selama Tiqa tinggalkan blog Tiqa yang chumel ni...and guess what? Mostly viewers yang jejak kaki kat blog Tiqa are for bussiness. See, no one miss me. Sedihhhh :'(
Okay. Actually I dont give a damn punnn. Hehehe. Sekarang Tiqa sudah tidak lagi bergelar pelajar sekolah menengah. Whyyyy? The answer is because Tiqa dah tamat persekolahan guysss :)
After 5 years Tiqa bersekolah di sekolah kebanggaan Tiqa, SMKSJ, now saya, Noratiqah Nasokha tidak lagi bergelar pelajar. Im a grown up girl. Alhamdulillah. Begitu cepat masa berlalu. Dah 17 tahun Tiqa hidup atas bumi Allah Yang Maha Kaya :)
I just done with my SPM today. So, what I feel rn? Im totally not sure. Should I feel happy? Nah. I dont know. I cant feel the freedom at all. Habis paper tadi automatic air mata Tiqa mengalir like crazy. I dont know how to decribe that feeling. Rasa beban sebagai pelajar sekolah terangkat tapi tiba tiba satu beban baru menimpa. Tiqa dah besar. I have to teroka the world. All alone after this. Im so fucking scared. That what I felt bila last paper Tiqa dikutip oleh pengawas. Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa Tiqa bersyukur peperiksaan SPM yang menggerunkan dah berakhir tapi Tiqa tahu tunggu result lagi eerie.
Then, after habis paper, classmate Tiqa straight to surau to perform solah Asar secara berjemaah buat kali terakhir and done our sujud syukur. Tiqa bersyukur walaupun dalam keadaan gembira bcause dah habis paper, classmate Tiqa still ingat Allah, sekaligus mengingatkan Tiqa tentang satu hal,
How happy you are, find Allah FIRST :)
Then, baru kami semua mula BERSELFIE and LEPAKING like crazy.
Then waktu lepak, we all buka topic 'KERJA'. Ya Allah, betapa Tiqa takut bila memikirkan tentang alam pekerjaan. Tapi Tiqa nak kerja dalam tempoh masa sebelum sambung belajar one day. Tapi at the same time, I am so scared to face that 'alam'. Takut nak kerja. I dont know why Tiqa takut sangat nak kerja and face people. Ya Allah.
And until rn while I type this entry I feel so sad while thinking about my friends, my future and everything about my past.
So. Rancangan Tiqa lepas SPM?
1) Kerja
2) Dapatkan lesen kereta
3) Belajar masak
Well. Tak sehebat plan y'all yang sebenarnya sama je dengan plan Tiqa kann? Hahahhaha.
Okay guys. Lupa nak share about my Trial Result. Guess what? I got -
6A3B1C. (4A+, 2A, 1B+, 2B, 1C+)
Tak sehebat result y'all :( Ik my level.
Okay. Guyss, time to go. Hope you guys will enjoy this school holiday. Well. I gotta go. Bai :*